Poem

Today has been one of those days... and I can't even put into words how much today has hurt me in so many different ways. So I won't even try. Instead I'll simply post a poem here, one that I wrote today.

Yell, scream, shout, let it all out
Stop trying to be something you aren't
Stop imagining that your pain
Isn't the reality.

Let it all go,
For once think of yourself
Stop trying to be strong
Let the tears fall.

Let your disappointment show
Stop lying to them, to you
Don't pretend it didn't hurt
That you counted on them.

A tear for each that wasn't shed
A scream for each that wasn't heard
A yell for each not spoken
A swear for each person.

Simply let it all go now
For tomorrow will come
And tomorrow things change
You will too.

For every tear shed
For ever scream screamed
For every yell spoken
For every curse muttered

Will be wiped away
Forgotten as you feel
And it will pass in time
As it will return.

The only thing you can do
Is let it all go now
Because if you don't
You won't get the chance.

Wow that's a bit depressing... oh well.

Love from,
Amby